The Last Time I Was Home

Cold The fire's burning low and I'm alone There's time to kill and I know that I haven't been myself lately Yeah maybe I should say out loud I'm lost

And stop Stop pretending I will be just fine Dusting over every single line I used to see as something permanently keeping out the dark

I cannot remember the last time I was home I thought that I could find you or finally let go I cannot remember the last time I felt safe I thought if I could find you And hear you say my name I could go back home

No, they say they understand but it's a lie They're too damn deep and confident And all I want is something less obsessed with over tracing every crime