I Hate Myself

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For being jealous I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For thing that you can't see

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For using other fellows To blindside you to get inside of me

Believe me I'm not saying that I'm proud To undermine and sabotage your scene I wouldn't want to say some things out loud But everybody does it and you know what I mean

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself For backing the wrong horse I hate myself, I hate myself I hate my masquerade of black and blue

I hate myself, I hate my reckless And self-destruction course And coming last conceding second best to you

And if on judgement day I'm told to make my way To take a blasting residence downstairs I look to see your fathers, who backstab their own brothers Got a lighter sentence showing mercy and repentance

I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself I guess I'm just too smart I hate myself, I hate myself, I hate myself In body and in mind

I hate myself, I hate myself I hate these perversions of the heart I hate myself up front I hate myself from behind

So take my hand To the witness stand I deserve the worst My heart is gonna burst So validate me hate me where it hurts

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hope that you do too

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself But most of all I hate myself Hating you