Learning How To Disappear

In the California of my mind One night I was out walking Looking for the star that fell to Earth All the palm trees bending wo my will All the red tails circling the kill In a big black hole where the universe gave birth

I'm changing, I'm changing my dear Getting stranger and stranger I fear Let's get out of here, let's get out of here Learning learning, learning how to disappear

Now I'm wondering what it is I'm doing And I'm wondering who I am And I stay up all night dancing in the sand I've been curled up by the fire I've been dreaming like a dog And I feel like this pale angel understands

That I'm changing, I'm changing my dear Getting stranger, much stranger I fear Let's get out of here, let's get out of here Learning learning, learning how to disappear Yes I am learning, learning how to disappear, disappear

In a fever lost in the olive groves Where the martyrs marched and fell In the desert between Heaven between Hell Then the wind picked up and the dogs went mad And were howling all around And it was above as it is below And I went beneath the ground

I'm changing, changing my dear It's getting stranger and stranger I fear Let's get out of here, let's get out of here Learning learning, learning how to disappear I am learning, learning how to disappear Yes I am learning, learning how to disappear