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This is just another sad song I can't deny that I've been needing one And that the world is always at fault And we did nothing, how did we do wrong And I've been thinking that when we thought The world would break us out we weren't wrong But it's just never been the world outside And sonder kind of has me terrified

And I'm so sorry I can't find the time Spend all my days over-preoccupied And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react If you were me and I was ghosted out And I know I should try more But I've been so caught in my own small shit that I can't see Past the nothing around me

But I've been trying really fuckin' hard not to try so hard Really fuckin' hard just to let go Really fuckin' hard not to try so hard Realize I've nowhere left to go