I Am In Great Pain, Please Help Me

Floundering attempts at making some sort of sense Striving for significance - In a universe that will not give a shit The myth of Sisyphus Authenticity is important, but I'm not sure who I am anymore I'm at the point now where I'm also doubting who I was before The arbitrary nature of thought leaves me alone and paranoid Synonyms for a void

Nobody belongs, time brings invalidation. Find selfish solace in mutual trepidation

The absurd condition of human existence - a struggle to embrace I do not get the point that I am supposed to miss The passive submission or preferred resistance - just give me breathing space The meaning I used to find - overanalyzed, displaced. Dispense your goals and actions into something trivial Pick apart pointless projects, my brain sings with vitriol I don't reflect, I destroy with thinking The examined life is not worth living

Look at my sad life in detail and you'll see it is a comedy Sometimes I wish I was a goat