Addiction

I'm strung out and I'm sentimental On Blackfriars bridge hoping that it's all over Check my pulse to see if I'm still living Cos I feel death get closer My racing mind My bloodshot eyes Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair My fucking pain is easy to see And it is my cross to bear

I hit rock bottom But that was last autumn Now I'm keeping myself in line I hit rock bottom But now I'm back at em Taking each day at a time

This is Holiness This my alibi This is addiction This is my last try

Lost count of how many times I cried out for help Said I needed a doctor Check me in and I'll check out Cos I'm fucked going over and over My racing mind My bloodshot eyes Tell a tale of woe and loss and despair My fucking pain is easy to see And it is my cross to bear